is the day =)
for instant Bumbershoot updates.
somebody cancel school
With a cherry on top?
my handle on sanity and reality?
I can only wonder…
could be my weekend.
In more ways than one.
The potential for you and me.” —“I Will Posess Your Heart,” by Death Cab for Cutie
Insomnia coupled with an addiction to the Internet is both extremely inspiring and insanely unhealthy.
And all at the same time.
Hopefully I can/will keep it running. For a while.
for some good, old-fashioned positivity. Any.
So much to think about.
So little time available.
I want to live a life that is always changing, but never left behind.
Evolves instead of becoming entirely new.
Stable but never slows.
I want to live without fear.” —I Want To Live
(a play in one act)
This blog is my last shelter from parental censoring.
I guess this means more posts?
I’m extremely insecure.
To the point where it’s crippling. It affects way too many of my choices, important and minute.
The worst parts about it?
I don’t know where it came from
I don’t know how to stop it.
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it’s done
We stood like statues at the gate
Vacation’s come and gone too late
There’s so much sun where I’m from
I had to give it away
Had to give you away…” —“Bruised,” by Jack’s Mannequin
Do you ever have a situation in which you know somebody,
and other people know that somebody
and these other people think that this somebody is
and blah blah blah
and you personally know that somebody
and you see the “real” side of that somebody
and you don’t like this “real” side,
because this “real” side is dark and unpleasant,
and you try to tell people about how this somebody “really” is
but they just won’t listen
and their image of them stays picturesque?
Do you know what I mean?
exists just to test who is intelligent/awake and who isn’t.
I mean, it’s not like he’s completely out of my league.
I just really, really hope all of this works out like I intended.
I blame us
I blame us for tragedy
And I blame us
For living selfishly
But this is all we’ve known.” —a song by The Lonely Forest